Here's a story of a little girl,
 Living in her own lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too little.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I knew its goona be you,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy doing your own things,

And I want you to know,
 If you ever lose your way,
 I won't let you go anymore.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you still know who i am

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you accept for what i am?


PROFILEY

Pei Ling
Female
2nd March 1988

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Sunday, May 29, 2005
10:11 PM

Oh today is nt a very gd day..
Tsunami attack in Singapore..
tis time round its nt the earthquake fault..
is lm fault..
is also my fault..
y do i set the time at 1pm when it rain so heavily?
y?
any1 tell me?

29 May 2005 Tsunami Report:

started to walk to the intercharge as my mom hurry me as it is going to rain..
when i as abt to reach the interchange..
duh-_- it started raining..
when i was waiting for the bus..
the rain simply was just complaining that i had nt enuf water..
my whole face was wet..
my body also..
took the bus..
then prank lm..
she say she maybe cannot take the same bus as me..
cos rain too heavily liao..
when i was at her bus stop..
i TOTALLY cannot recognise her..
she was so wet..
i thought she jus wash her hair..
bt i was wrong..
is the rain that shower her hair..
she was soaking..
dripping water...

when we alight at the bus stop..
got to JUMP cos there was a flood at the bus stop there..
try to squeeze into the bus stop..
bt then rain jus keep pouring on us..
umbrella = no use
we waited awhile..
then when we decided to walk towards the library liao..
i was holding onto the umbrella..
sharing wif lm..
then suddenly i saw she drop smth..
i thought was her ez-link card or smth..
lm:"i drop..i drop.."
i was like wat she drop manz..
then when i look up at her..
i saw she drop her specs..
nono..is her LENS onli..
haha..
like tu yan long..
so funni lor..
canot stop laughing..
then i hao xin go help her find..

FIRST TRY:
walk out into the rain..
c nth..
thinking that the lens shld be one of the victims of the tsunami..

SECOND TRY:
walk out again..
look even further..
WHOA...
tsunami attack!!
a car jus drove into the bus stop..
wif super freaking fast speed..
yea..i was soak to the skin..
hao xin = becum drenched totally
from my hair to my toes..
wif mud water..

THIRD TRY:
found the survivor of the tsunami..

then no choice..to walk to the library toilet to dry ourselves..
helped her to screw back her lens wif my bare hand..
ain't i am heroine?
thx thx..
haha...

lm arh..u own me tis big ren qing hor..
heng i ming da..
nv die in the tsunami attack..
or else u will lose such a gd friend liao..

i told u umpteen times..
nite is usually nt very gd for me..
i dun c the need for her to rush off..
as if tt thing is more important than anything else..

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, May 28, 2005
10:31 PM

Miracles do happen!!
hope tis miracles really last ok?

today really had a nice day..
cos went out wif my beloved gang of friends..
hope we can go out like tis often k?
went to wheelock at first..
so pai seh arh..
ask u all go there like for u abit zhuo bo..
then went to collect my watch..
after that went to wait for mag to do her specs.
act. its quite long..
bt then i tink is worth it..
cos we really had a nice chat there..
then went to look for beck..
at first i was so bad..
go bluff her tt we r nt going over to find her..
haha..
then went over to bugis..
shop here n there..
haiz..nv hear my phone ringing.
kanna scolded by my parents..
went home..
nearly cried again..
cos i felt so maligned..
they accused me of nt studying hard enuf for my test..
so sad..

had dinner in daze..
was thinking how fortuate we are..
can eat on our own..
can choose wat we like to eat..
thinking back on those RCH ppl..
dunoe y..
felt like going back to c them..
bring their fav food to them..
slowly feed them..
tell them there r still me who care for them..
i am nt fake ok?
i am kind..
really..

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, May 27, 2005
12:20 AM

Today really had quite a wonderful day except for smth..
School still sux obivously..
bt there is always smth that cheer u up in school..
not friends..
not schoolwork..
jus smth..
maybe the feeling..
the surrounding..
i dunnoe..

went for to RCH today..
RCH = red cross home
then at first i dun really feel like going..
bt then dunoe y i went AGAIN..
tis time round..
i really learn alot of things..
things that u might nv realise..
u r fortunate..
treasure ur life..
there r ppl who wan to enjoy..
bt they can't..
i got to really interact wif them today..
it was fun!
their nv-gif-up spirit is worth our respect!
act. don't tink they r jus plain retarted or wat..
they act. haf their own thinkings..
they do noe wat is happening ard them..
jus that they can't express themselves well..

then went for class bbq at cck..
at first thought is was plain boring..
bt turned up not bad manz!
haha..
had fun..
got ALL wet by haikel pulling me into the mushroom..
went to sit the water slide n the water qiao qiao ban..
so nice..i miss my childhood days..
did alot of stupid stuffs such as trying to squeeze into children slide..
haha..
the food was nt really nice..
bt it was at least MORE than enuf..
cos u noe..
usually bbq u will haf nt enuf food..
then u will end up at mac or smth..
gt mass dance..
but then gt "scolded" by the security guard..
cos we "on" the music too loud..
blasting their ears..
then pack up n went home..
it was ard 11plus liao
then RUN to the lrt station cos gt a group of do-u-mind tagging behind..
luckily catch the 2nd last lrt..
or else haf to take bus..

i dunnoe y is it like tis..
jus dunnoe y..
i felt so unfair..
so cheated..
maybe its fate..
its out to trick me into one after another fantasy..
i am jus a nobody..


Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, May 25, 2005
10:47 PM

hihi to any1 might be reading tis blog..
so long nv blog liao..
nt very actually..
few days onli..
wonder any1 who miss my entry?
so wat if there is no1..
i will still be blogging..
haha..
been very busy tis few days wif hw..
flunk my test..
horray..
3cheers for me!
thx u..

anyway..i realli wan to say..hao ren de ming is like tis one lor..
cannot find their prince charming one..
those lan ren de ming then can easily find..
so unfair lor..
say i am jealous..watever..
i jus wanna complain..let me be..

been thinking that sometime ppl can be so fake lor..
even thou u dun like the person..
u can scold him/her till like hell behind the person..
bt then u can pretend nth happen when u r talking to him/her..
it so unpredictable..
wat can we do abt that?
life is like tis rite?
full of ppl who are GOOD liars..
make ppl wan to hate them also will feel guilty..

await for my holidays..
in which i can go crash ppl lectures..
i can sleep till like a pig at home..
maybe study?
oh no..i am such a nerd..
forgif me..
pls help me jia you if possible..
i wan to pass my test..

n my idiotic hp is still freaking irriating..
keep having echo when i am talking on the phone..
CAUTION: dun buy any samsung phone..
although the cam is attractive..
bt i tink i am jus addicted to samsung phone..

(kel r u peeping also?)

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, May 22, 2005
10:24 PM

I believe in people do change..
either for better or worse..
bt i dun wan to lose tis bunch of friends..
jus cos of they change..
i realli pray hard..
i am scared now..
i know i might meet other friends in the future..
bt i still wan my tis good old bunch of friends..
for once..
jus pamper me wif tis little wish..
pray hard for everything..
my family..
my friends..
myself..

anyway..today had a nice day wif mag n zm..
went shopping at bugis for mag's present
bt did not buy anything in the end..
instead i spent quite alot..broke!!
argh..AGAIN..

hate that auntie when i ask abt that samsung earpiece..
me:" auntie how much is it?"
auntie:" that is the original leh..20bucks leh"
as if i canot pay the 20 bucks like tis..
do i look as if i am so poor to buy afford tt 20bucks?

oya..b4 that went to popular wif my parents..
bought some stationary which total up to ard $120!!
scary arh?
jus a few pens n pencils n lead n eraser n fullscrap pad n files n blah blah..
hmm sounds quite alot now..
haha..going on diet from NOW on!
cos every1 is saying i getting fatter now..
so sad..
gotten run n run n run till i drop death one day..
i hate running!
bt i need to choose 1 between running n getting fatter?

i felt that i am being used by people..
to their advantage onli..

u might nv noe..
a little action of urs might jus brighten up my day..
maybe u might nt noe tt by jus putting that pic as ur display pic..
it end my day more happier..
thx u veri much..
i also dunoe y..
maybe it is jus a weird thinking of mine..haha..

( wendy r u peeping?)


Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, May 21, 2005
9:47 PM

Argh..
started off with not a very good morning..
i woke up at:
12am by an sms
3am to set alarm..
4am to turn to non-silent mode..
7am to pick up the stupid call..
9.11am to realise that i am late!!
gotten reach sch at 930..
actually wanna jus pon the whole thing..
but it sounds interesting to me..
decided to rush like mad..
chuck everything into my bag..
run off to the opposite street to take taxi..
the uncle very nice..
chiong all the way for me..
bt he keep telling me those his old time stories..
duh-_-"
luckily reach sch jus in time!
then went off to SGH..
whoa..it was a great trip!
lucky i did not miss it..*heng*
then went to chinatown to eat KFC -_-"
hawker centre under renovation..
chinatown is best known for food there lor..
instead we ate KFC..
walk around..
then went home..
hehe..
jus now had a great time wif my bro..
he nv forget to brighten my nite everyday..
luv him always..
bt sometimes he is irrtating..haha..

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, May 20, 2005
9:55 PM

Oya..today was a half day for us..sch end at 10am...
horray! 3 cheers!
btw i finally pluck up the courage to say "hi" to one of my pri sch friend..
she told me lots of things tt i missed out..
n tt my friend..also dunoe wat happened to him..*curious bt scared*
Then went over to kbox wif kel n wendy..
hehe..so fun! *high*
FEI FEI FEI FEI FEI FEI FEI...
argh..i miss everything..*cherish*
life would be so perfect if we jus spend our day off like tis everyday..
but we will becum more useless...jus like wat kel always say..
we r useless..maybe jus abit bah..haha..
then went over to wendy hse to play monopoly..
argh..*fun*
never-ending game which we never stop laughing at everything..
my strand still remain strand..
my t.square is the most popular..
bt till now..the crucial part..i am the poorest among them!
argh..mus charge si them..*evil*

i dun like tis feeling.. *disturbed*
i hate tis count-on-me-i-will-help-u-and-u-claim-the-fame feeling..
i dunoe y..

i wan to noe the answer..
its over to wat?
over to tt misunderstanding?
or over to our friendship?
define..

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
10:00 PM

Today really had quite a tiring day liao...
seems to dun understand alot of things in sch..
but then would jus try my best...
Hai~
today was a thinking day..
think thru alot of things...
those happi n unhappi..
i guess its all misunderstanding..
maybe we all jus need a little more time..
a little more understanding..
a little more sensitive to one another...
I guess nobody will ever guess tt...
I cried in school..
those few beads of tears showed how much i cherish the friendship we had..
hope to return to the past..
whereby we are all "pure"..
no hatred..
no cliques..
one big group of friends...
No matter wat happened...
I hope we will go cum to a happy ending..
Agree?

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, May 17, 2005
10:43 PM

Argh..my homework is piling up at one corner in which i choose to ignore...
Maths tutorial - sux to core...jus simply hate the teacher..want to chop her into pieces..
Bio tutorial - as usual B O R I N G
Oya..haha..during bio tut..we sneaked biscuits n chocolates into the classroom to eat..
Shh...its meant to be a secret..dun tell any1 k?
But i do tink tt the teacher is nt dumb..she would notice it...
Rite Ms Loh?
Then our F A V O U R I T E pc is cancelled!!
so happy! no need to run = growing fatter n fatter
then went home by conferencing wif my beloved friends/students cos is bai tian..get it?
till i fell asleep on my bed..hehe..so sorri arh..
then finale!
Cheeky: YAO BU YAO MAN MIAN BAO?!?!?!
haha..then he keep asking those chim chim questions which send many of us to put on our rusty thinking caps...anyway...we really dun haf definite answers to that lar..
Sometimes love is blind...sometimes it is not...depend on the situation n the person..agree?
tis bunch of brothers...nv forget to bring true laughters n happiness to my life..
thx u veri much!
luv ya always...

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, May 16, 2005
10:24 PM

Hmm..today started off not very well as it was raining cats n dogs in the morning...
went off to school and had a maths test in the early morning...
sian..i tink i am going to flunk it..gonna work hard! jia you! ganbette!
bt then 2 things pissed me off immediately after the maths test..was nt in the mood...
1st: was the idiotic girl keep asking her dad to go n die..if ur dad really gonna die..i would like to c whether u still haf that hatred in ur face..
2nd: i dun wanna mention..let it over..dun pissed me off again..
then the day jus drag on..till it was 4pm! school ended!
rush off to causeway point to meet lm...
as usual she is late..haha..seemed that everytime she meet me..she got to take a cab...then went over to repair our useless samsung phone TOGETHER..haha..
later went walking around to shops like chamelon & 77th street..
ok i admit..basically tis two shops onli..it was late and time to go home...
depart frm my beloved lm n head towards the bus interchange..
to my horror..found out that my mp3 is missing in action!
i called my mom to search for it at home bt to no avail..
i thought i gonna lose it forever..there goes my 500 bucks..
came home to search in tears...so angry for myself for losing such a precious thing..
then when i try to console myself by doing hw...
i hate myself so much that i whack the bed..
"bong" the mp3 landed down onto the floor..
i was so happi!! horray!
(i tink i acciendentally stuff it on the corner of my bed then my la bi xiao xin was sitting on it) hehe..at least it really brighten up my day...

btw...special thx to WENDY..for teaching me to set up tis blog...luv all of my friends...

Will you ever notice me...