Here's a story of a little girl,
 Living in her own lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too little.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I knew its goona be you,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy doing your own things,

And I want you to know,
 If you ever lose your way,
 I won't let you go anymore.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you still know who i am

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you accept for what i am?


PROFILEY

Pei Ling
Female
2nd March 1988

DESIRESY
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EXITSY

bEckY L0 pUi Ki.

kElvIn H0r y0nG WeN.

mAggIe |im mEi Xi.

LoW QioNg XiA.

wEnDy w0nG wAn Li.

nG JiA XiNg.

vIcknEsH.

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
6:36 PM

i dreamt of my grandma last night..
i told her that i am feeling horrible..
i told her that i need a listening ear..
i broke down into tears..
i told her everything:
the stress..
the suffering..
the tears i shed..
that i miss her lots
and everything that happened to me..
she listens to me attentively..
she makes me feel that i can talk to her for as long as i want..
she wont suddenly disappear or rush off to do other things..
she gives me her full attention..
she lend me her shoulder to cry lean on..
she gives me advice..
but no matter how hard i tried to listen..
i cant hear wat she is saying..
the dream seemed so real..
but i know its not reality..
i can no longer lean on her..
i can no longer hold her as she walk..
i can no longer see how she smile..
i can no longer see how she complain abt things..
......

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, October 29, 2006
8:50 PM

some random post to say that i am still alive
i miss bitchy bimbos + dexter
i rem we used to play mahjong every weekends
i rem we used to go town even thou we not in need of anything
i rem we used to gossip in wendy house
i rem we used to fight with one another for playstation..
i rem we used to take lots of neoprints..
btw i jus manage to dig out our very old neoprints..
the time whereby everyone was still wearing specs..
you never know how i feel
you never know what i want

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, October 27, 2006
12:39 AM

I don't know when it all started
When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you

These thoughts would often pop up in my mind
I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you

It's nothing.. it's just a little thing
Your words are awkward to me

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We've finally met.. finally found love

If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me

I'm already inside of you
Just like you're inside of me

To each other [to each other]
We may already be too accustomed

Is it love?
If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We've finally met.. finally found love

When I think about it [when I think about it]
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I'll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I'll be with you, I'll only give you fond memories
Please don't ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~

I already love you so much (you're the only one)


just in case our dear kelvin is going to change his question again..
i shall copy down the lyrics here first..
haha..anyway i noe he say is copyright frm his blog..
but i jus copy it :P

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, October 23, 2006
12:49 PM

i dislike the lonely feeling..
extreme hatred towards the feeling..
i dun like to be left alone..
i dun like ppl to treat me as transparent..
if this means i am an attention seeker..
then so be it..
i dun like the feeling of being an extra..
standing there n nobody give a darn abt you..
and you r standing for nobody business..
its jus feel weird n maybe awkward..
to get involved or pretend to get involved in smth nt related to you..
i dislike ppl who discard their frens when they found others..
they can treat u like a god when u r in gd terms with them
bt once they found new pillar..
they dump u like a trash in the dustbin..
yes she is one of them..
my classmate
she dun deserve me to write the whole blog abt her..

anyway went to vivo city few weeks ago..
its was a huge shopping centre
larger than wat i expected..
bt it was mostly catered for those much wealthy one..
or maybe i am still a country bum..
nt used to the changing society now..
i guess i shall stick back to far east or heeren in the meanwhile..
the skypark n cinema was the main attraction..
skypark is a park in which u can rest n stare at the sea or sky..
in case u are wondering abt some entertainment theme park..
can be compared with esplanade..
i prefer the skypark=)
cinema was fully packed..
endless people queueing..
despite movies are all sold out..

oya btw i am very excited to know my dear wendy encounter
in a few weeks time..haha
cos everything seemed so familiar to me..
i been through wat she is thinking now
its scary bt its worthwhile=)
jiayou wendy!
p.s rem to msg me..haha

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, October 08, 2006
7:35 PM

yeah hurray!
thou abit late..
bt i still wanna wish:
happy 19th bdae kelvin hor!
i guessed we all enjoyed ourselves during the chalet..
thou i only went for one night..
bt its more than enuf for me..
reach downtown east at ard 5pm..
a great thanks to jx for being the free labour
to help me carry the heavy stuff:)
and helping out at the bbq..
so we began our bbq..
busy whacking housefly, busy brushing butter
busy chit-chating, busy gossiping
busy laughing, busy watever..
life is always full of fun n laughter with bb+dexter..
after few hours of bbq n eating..
we settle down to gossip n started playing fire sparkers..
as wat wendy say "act happy"
haha..then the bimbos went to the park with our lanterns..
busy relighting over n over again..
and we named ourselves after some china flower names, fruits n veggies
haha we r crazy..
went to the park again later with kelvin n his frens..
we formed a heart shape with the fire sparkers..
the one n only try..
cos we r only left with limited fire sparkers..
yeah we succeed n even took a pic with it!
went back to chalet to slack n start playing card games
and vick being the ever-enthu one
played along with us the hai-tai..
thou we r out to bully him..
he still continued to play along with us:)
fell aslp awhile later..
woke up at ard 8 to pack up..
then went to eat mac breakfast
home sweet home..

yeah jus wanna say i love bb+dexter..
i love every single one of them..
thx them for accepting me
thx them for including me in the grp
thx them for loving me too
i can be myself with them..
there is no need to act as if u are an angel..
cheers to bb+dexter!

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, October 01, 2006
12:10 AM

maybe becos i have..
will my bb+dexter all leave me one day?
that is why i am afraid to lose..
will you leave me one day too?

Will you ever notice me...