Here's a story of a little girl,
 Living in her own lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too little.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I knew its goona be you,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy doing your own things,

And I want you to know,
 If you ever lose your way,
 I won't let you go anymore.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you still know who i am

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you accept for what i am?


PROFILEY

Pei Ling
Female
2nd March 1988

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EXITSY

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kElvIn H0r y0nG WeN.

mAggIe |im mEi Xi.

LoW QioNg XiA.

wEnDy w0nG wAn Li.

nG JiA XiNg.

vIcknEsH.

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Sunday, July 30, 2006
8:18 PM

jus finish reading "message in a bottle"
the same author who wrote "a walk to remember"
thou i feel that this two books r jus love novels..
not much of realistic..
bt in "message in a bottle"
i learned much more love values..
distant relationship is such a tiring relationship..
but both the lead role tried so hard to be together..
no matter how long the journey takes..
they are willing to go the distance jus to see one another..
wat abt the rest of us?
sometimes we take our other half for granted..
we noe that there will be there for us..
u treat them as a source of accompany as n when u r bored..
in the end when they are gone one day..
u realise you really need them..
its too late for regret..
you might never return to where it has originally started off..

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, July 29, 2006
2:54 PM

life has much went back to normal..
sleeping eating schooling n more sleeping..
i have get to feel much better..
ever since my granny passed away..
perhaps i got over the grief..
or perhaps i tink its better for her to go..

its had been a long time since i blogged..
life revolves about schooling
and the stress that start to build up..
the last stretch of road before our A levels..
all activities to be postponed till after my prelims
so frens of mine
do bear with me=)

i rem last week i went out with bb+dexter..
it had been a long time ever since i went out with them..
feel happy n blessed..
met becks at hula & co..
went to do last min GSS shopping..
enjoyed their company=)

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, July 16, 2006
11:15 PM

i lost both my grandma within a year..
its was a heart-breaking news..
when you need to attend someone's wake..
especially when she is close to you..
i jus cant stop myself thinking
someone whom i nv talk to much..
someone whom i occasionally see her..
bt she has occupied so much of space in my heart..
her sickness was so sudden..
she was admitted into the hospital..
the nxt moment she is in critical condition
in and out of the icu..
i see her suffered
i see tubes poking into her bloated badly bruised hands..
bt her will to survive is so strong..
we cant bear to put an end to her life..
i didn get to tell her i luv her..
i didn get to repay her back..
i wanted to do so much things for her
bt she didn gif me the chance..

i luv you granny

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, July 08, 2006
10:31 PM

it was exactly 9 months ago..
the same scene replayed itself again today..
i had to bid goodbye to her
the one who fought bravely with her illness..
the one who never get to find a home..
the one who never get to enjoy her life..
i luv you granny!

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, July 07, 2006
9:52 PM

i had a bad day today..

firstly i clearly rem we agreed to wear class tee today..
jus a small grp of girls in my class..
cos we r going out to town after sch..
even thou i was wearing it ytd..
i said its ok i shall chiong home n wash n dry it..
so i was praying hard it will dry by tis morning..
when i went to school..
i found out that one of the girl is nt wearing..
she say she didn noe..
i was okay with it cos i tot someone forget to tell her or wat..
when i saw the nxt girl nt wearing..
she say she tink its nt comfortable..
so she dun feel like wearing..
alright then..
the nxt girl came she is nt wearing..
i asked her why..
she said i tot we r nt wearing..
she gif me a reason of communication problem n brush me off..
ok fine watever..
my last hope was dashed..
when i saw the last girl nt wearing too..
she said she was lazy to wash it..
bt cant u all have the heart to tell me tt u all r nt wearing?
make me feel like a fool wearing the same shirt for continuous two days..
i seemed as thou i didn went home last nite..
or didn wash my clothes..
i was so pissed with it..
thou some might tink its a small matter..
bt its a big thing to me ok?

secondly i was at first glad tt my frens found their the other half..
bt i was angry with them today..
cos didn we agreed to go town after sch?
one by one they tried to excuse themselves..
jus to go out with their bf..
i mean i can understand..
bt cant u jus part with him for one day?
since you see him everyday in school..
before n after school..
not enough?
u had already agreed to go out with ur frens..
for him u forsake ur frens..
i tink we shld balance our time..
we shld still spend time with our frens..

i was just so angry..
only god knows how much i feel like crying when i am angry..

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, July 01, 2006
10:45 PM

sometimes i tink its so funny..
when u are stuck at home studying..
you wish to go out badly..
you keep imagining urself in town..
you wish to go enjoy wif ur frens..
maybe jus plain gossiping session will do..
however when you have the time to spare..
the whole world is not free..
i am one such example..
today all bitchy bimbos were fully booked..
they were all rushing for projects..
mistook today meeting my jc frens..
bt actually is nxt week..
try to book zm..
bt she has a date already..
hence i am stuck at home for the whole saturday..
how patheic can it be..
i started watching lm's dvd
sat in front of the com for the whole day..
till i gt butt-ache..
and now i am still stuck with the only choice..
to continue watching dvd..
oh man..

Will you ever notice me...