Here's a story of a little girl,
 Living in her own lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too little.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I knew its goona be you,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy doing your own things,

And I want you to know,
 If you ever lose your way,
 I won't let you go anymore.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you still know who i am

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you accept for what i am?


PROFILEY

Pei Ling
Female
2nd March 1988

DESIRESY
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EXITSY

bEckY L0 pUi Ki.

kElvIn H0r y0nG WeN.

mAggIe |im mEi Xi.

LoW QioNg XiA.

wEnDy w0nG wAn Li.

nG JiA XiNg.

vIcknEsH.

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
9:56 PM

monday nite was a disaster..
ate a panadol n went to slp in the afternoon..
woke up a heavy head bt still go for my tuition..
came home with a terrible headache..
refuse to eat panadol tis time round..
cos i believe much more in slping..
being semi-consious..
i was stuck onto the bed..
and moments later i fell asleep..
when i woke up..
it was already 1am..
i was having splitting headache..
i could not even walk..
my head was so heavy tt i wish i could left my head on the bed..
while my hands go to the kitchen to get some panadol..
bt since i still have some common sense..
i noe tt is impossible..
so i drag n crawl to the kitchen..
grab some panadol in the darkness..
swallow n drink some water..
or did i even drink i wonder..
went back to sleep..
woke up in the morning..
wat a nice morning..
with the headache still there..
sux..
the feeling was so terrible..
tt i cant stop myself frm crying..
till my mom bought me to the clinic..
she always tot that it was jus a headache..
the doc will jus prescribed the same panadol that u can buy in the provision shop..
the doctor diagnosed me with migraine..
and gave me some two colours green-black pills..
uh-huh..does it look like some same panadol?
bt the pain is still there..
sux..
not much use..
i feel so helpless..
can i jus chop off my head for a few hours..
let it rest..
when the head recover..
then fix it back onto me..

thx u to "someone"
thx for being there to worry abt me..
thx for being understanding..
thx for being so nice to me..

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, May 28, 2006
12:17 AM

life is always the best when i am with bb+dexter..
the horrible things tt happened on friday afternoon..
those crying session after i failed my test..
had all been washed away by seeing those bimbo faces..
feel so happy!
went to watch poseidon..
all thx to lm comp pass..
thx u lm!!
its was quite a disappointment for me..
cos i tot it will be as nice as titanic..
now i prefer to stay home n watch titanic vcd after watching poseidon..
i guess i jus prefer romance show..
after that went to eat then took some photos..
hehe..its was fun n funny..
even thou jus a few hours..
they cheer up my day..
bb+dexter rox!
haha..

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, May 24, 2006
9:53 PM

today is the last day of cca..
that means i wun be going to the home anyway..
unless out of my school time..
basically my leisure time..
its quite sad..
thou i still can visit them..
bt nt tt often..
i bought mango n jellies for them..
ok as u all noe..
i noe nuts abt cutting..
so i left the job of cutting mango to my fren..
i did the feeding..
they were all happy=)
after that i did a new piece of front page for my fav auntie..
thou i only help to write her name
cos my art sux..
then when my fren accidentally say out tt today is our last day..
my fav auntie call out to me..
looking at me with her sympatheic eyes..
i could feel that she dun wan us to leave..
so i reassure her tt we will be back if we r free..
she seemed relectant..
i realised they do haf feelings..
especially for those who r close to them..
they recognise ppl who r nice to them..
i will definitely miss rch..
and i will be back there helping out when i am free!

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, May 18, 2006
10:59 PM

hehe..
finally all tests are over!!
yeah hurray..
three cheers!
another heart-warming session on wed..
went over to the home..
tis time round..
i was held responsible to decorate my fav auntie file..
how long have i not touched a crayon?
a marker pen?
drawing blocks n paint does it even sound familar?
nvm its was drawing on hard cover file..
my art sux..
but in the end i manage to humour everyone
with ridiculous ugly art..
my fav auntie was very enthu..
she wans to draw too..
so unable to control her hands well..
she hold on to the top of the pens that i am holding
and move along with me..
sometimes muscle contractions..
then she will jerk n move my pen haywire..
haha..
but everyone was happy..
my fav auntie was in cloud nine..
she asked everyone who walk past
to look at her file..
she wan to tell everyone is she was part of the deco team..
i feel proud of her=)
my frens told me i have talents in reading her mind..
i noe every of her eye signal..
hehe:)

tml is a holiday for jj..
cos polling day on sat..
we r having a holiday on weekday!
yeah happy~

weekends are near!
time to enjoy n relax~~

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, May 13, 2006
12:00 AM

i am afraid..
scared the same thing happen again..
its not even a year..
am i going thru another torture?
thou i am nt tt close to my granny..
bt the love for her cannot be compared..
i feel sympatheic for her..
i wan to do smth for her..
bt i am so insignificant..
i feel so much like crying on the car..
when my auntie start discussing abt where to hold the wake..
and arguing which child shld be responsible to organise..
hello..she is still alive in the hospital!
i dun wan her to go..
not when i canot repay her with anything..
i feel that she shld enjoy her life..
at least for the remaining days or years..


7: 11
u lose..
K.O

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, May 07, 2006
10:18 PM

the world is unfair..
wat else can i say..
u need to gif up something..
in exchange of another..
while others no need to do so..

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, May 03, 2006
6:51 PM

its quite sad to know that when u r old n useless n penniless..
ppl tend to look down on you..
they refuse to let u stay over at their house..
i mean their children..
they give all sorts of reasons..
ranging from ridiculous reasons..
such as my wife will divorced me..
you are such a useless son..
for a woman who is nt worth for..
you leave your parents at the home..
and the worst thing..
you even refuse to pay for the home fees..
i wonder wat will ur children tink of you in future..
i am not being heartless or cruel here..
i jus staing the facts..
so ppl reading this blog..
pls be fillal to ur parents..
tink abt how ur parents pamper n shelter u frm young..
they r definitely worth the time n money =)

Will you ever notice me...