Here's a story of a little girl,
 Living in her own lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too little.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I knew its goona be you,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy doing your own things,

And I want you to know,
 If you ever lose your way,
 I won't let you go anymore.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you still know who i am

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you accept for what i am?


PROFILEY

Pei Ling
Female
2nd March 1988

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Sunday, April 30, 2006
1:31 PM

wednesday n thursday..
terrible headache..
there goes all my plans to enjoy myself..

friday..
smth so pai seh happened..
dun wish to talk abt it anymore

saturday..
SOMEONE is late again..
haha..
eight below is touching..
i like maya n max..

sunday..
bitchy bimbo + dexter is out to town! =)

monday..
stuck at home to finish the pile of hw..
lying there for almost 5days..
haha..

hehe..
on wednesday we went to rch(home for the disabled)
they r so cute..
they told me they got a bf each..
when i tease them for their bf number..
they actually refuse to give me!
and threaten to kick me..
but i noe they r harmless..
haha..

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, April 25, 2006
10:42 PM

yeah so happy..
cos i having half day tml..
which is wednesday..
and holiday on thursday..
due to the nomination..
which is out of the my range of concern..
my teacher describe as a batch of polical apatheic youth..
yes we are..
so pls do not get us involve..
unless there is any more holiday for us!!
but the yucky part is we still need to go back on friday..
dumb..
and we will have another holiday on monday!
labour day!
yeah~~
if only i pon on friday..
i would have like 5days of freedom!!
i most probably can go on holiday to countries nearby..
but sadly that is only a dream..

today i get to see drastic two sides of a relationship..
the happy n the sad part..

the positive side:
when both parties are commited to each other..
or even jus having crush on each other..
haha..
the feeling is sweet n nice n happy..
your heart will skip a beat..
and indescribable..
as wat my fren told me today..

then negative side:
when both parties are dishonest with each other..
or the feeling is no longer there..
qurrals start to increase..
the anger began to build up..
take my fren for example..
saw her arguing with her no-status-bf..
guess shld be smth bad..
wat can u conclude frm no-status-bf?
yes this is a oxymoron..

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, April 23, 2006
10:31 PM

argh..
spend the whole night putting a song in my blog..
but it jus cant load..
something is wrong!
i tink i am getting rusty on tis kind of thing..

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, April 14, 2006
11:39 PM

Not me! I found it on someone's blog

Seed Of Hope

It all depend, not on the love you give me
enabled me to wait
However, I know that
the door would one day open
Weird that when would heaven feels the sorrow
I know that if I want to receive love
it can't be depending on sadness
full of hope did I wait
and at the end, the wait finally return my love
run into its arm
You desperately hope
you would finally have it
If you give up hope
you wouldn't even have a dream
In front of you is sunlight
will shine on the day tomorrow
who would uses reason
Woo...Woo...Woo...
You desperately hope
you would finally have it
If you give up hope
you wouldn't even have a dream
Happiness every day
you would be satisfy fully
This gift
Who would have receive the same

This song is nice..its also quite meaningful..
its in cantonese..ask frm me if anyone wan..

"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.
Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
copyright from that same someone's blog=)

went to ecp today..
its was pouring heavily..
but luckily it was sunny after few hours of waiting..
enjoyed myself there..
breathing the fresh air..
looking at the sea tides..
believe in telepathy..
do u?

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, April 08, 2006
9:04 PM

how i wish i got one week holiday..
then i can do lots of things:

1. i wan to finish studying everything..

2. i wan to go ice-skating..
go as many times as possible..

3. i wan to go cycling/roller-blade..
go as many times as possible..
thou my mom will nag..
that i look like charcoal after tanning under the sun..

4. i wan to book a chalet n spend time with bitchy bimbos n dexter..
we shall gossip till wee hours..
for days n nights..

5. i wan to go swimming..
mag is influencing me..

6. i wan to go into cinemas without paying..
so that i can jus watch all movies all day long..

7. i wan to have 36hrs a day..

8. i wan to continue dreaming..

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006
8:03 PM

today was cca day..
everyone was tired n reluctant to go to the disabled home..
so we came up with an evil plan..
we going to go home early than the time stated..
which means we r going off at 4 instead of 5..
at first..
we saw some "new" members there..
they were really pitiful..
cos they were only of age less than 15..
they had to be feed thru tubes..
they jus kept crying till no tears flow down..
at first we were quite lost to react..
however we jus move on..
untill i settle down with an auntie..
she could not speak nor move herself..
i tried to play her soft toy with her..
it was really touching to see her smile..
after that she tried to signal to me..
using her eyes to ask me to open smth..
in the end she jus wan a packet of orange juice..
i tink we shld realised we r really lucky..
we could jus grab one soft drink frm the fridge and slurp it down..
while she take so much effort to ask for a thing..
after that she signal to me again tt she wan to eat beehoon..
so i went to the kitchen..
obivously nt i cook..
jus went there to pass the packet and ask the nurses to cook..
after several attempts to feed her with the drink..
i realise she is like drinking very little..
frm the weight of the drink..
after a very long time..
then i realised she could not suck the straw at all..
i was so careless to neglect that point..
can u imagine her feelings?
the feeling of eagarness to drink bt u jus cant suck it up..
after that i tried to squeeze the packet abit..
so that the drink overflow n land in her mouth..
but i also need to consider the fact..
she will choked on the drink..
after that..
one of the auntie there had a karaoke system..
ok definitely not those hip pop songs..
jus some oldies..
i was really touched when the auntie whom i playing with..
used all her might i suppose..
to raise her hand to nudge me to go sing..
cos she wan to hear..
thou i am nt willing..
cos i tink i might break some windows..
bt no choice..
in the end..
i jus sang a few paragraphs..
i saw the smile frm her face..
the feeling is so warm-heartening..
at least i did bring a smile to her face..
in the end we went home at ard 6plus..
but everything is worth it=)

Will you ever notice me...