Will you ever notice me...
Saturday, September 24, 2005
12:45 AM
Hai~~today is a suay day for me...pon sch in the morning..went back to sch to sit for mock exam..in the end..they say can bring the paper back home...so vexed..went home..forget to bring keys..lock outside my house..feel like crying at that timefeel like calling to someone and jus complainwent to wendy's house to put up for awhile..thx alot wendy!then thinking that finally can go home..still mus send my auntie home..ard 12 plus then reach home..tired~~
Will you ever notice me...
Thursday, September 22, 2005
11:09 PM
I WAS SO ANGRY TODAY!i feel like crying..thou i noe that crying shows that u lost the battle..bt i was soo angry tt i jus wan to cry n scold them back..i did not..cos i jus dun wan to argue with them..during lunch break:i place my bag on the chair..i went off to eat...someone place my bag on the other chair..with the two used-to-be-my-"close"-friends..i dunoe wat they were saying..then they jus said smth abt my bag..wat got smell or smth..i mean not those smelly one!pls get my point rite!!haha..then i was thinking obivously everyone have their own unique smell rite?ur shampoo or detergent smell rite?AGAIN: I DUN SMELL!cos i was also sharing my locker with one of them..then they say my jacket also gt that smell..which filled the whole locker..one of my classmates speak up for me..he said that maybe is the locker itself gt smell..then u noe wat did they say?i sprayed perfume in it BEFOREOMG..let me recall..it was 6 months ago u sprayed..do u tink the perfume will be still there?AGAIN: I DUN SMELL!
conclusion/underlying assumptions:they r jus trying to despise ppl who dun wear perfume..they r jus picky on me..they r jus trying to show off how rich they r..AGAIN: I DUN SMELL!
i can jus forget everything n continue my happy go lucky life..i can'ti was so affected by it at that pt of time..i wanted to call someone..i can't find anyone..everyone was busy with their things..i am not blaming my frens..at that point of time..i was so helpless..i hate tt feeling..i hate my the two used-to-be-frensAGAIN: I DUN SMELL!feel like crying now againi am not in the wrongi shld be bravedun cry
Will you ever notice me...
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
7:23 PM
I am having a splitting headache again..argh..everytime..its hurts alot..the whole world seemed to be spinning...i cannot tink properly..
Will you ever notice me...
Friday, September 16, 2005
11:23 PM
Indeed friends best friends are things..u cannot miss out in life..Classmates will always remain as "those days" friends..Schoolmates will always remain as "hi-bye" friends..Friends will always remain as "how is life now?" friends..BEST FRIENDS..are those we will stay by ur side...share ur happiness..share ur joy..share ur sorrow..listen to ur grumbles..all in all..be there for u!dun really believe in FOREVER friends..cos in those young childish days..u always write in ur so called friends' diary or smth..u will end off wif a FOREVER FRIEND..tell me..how many did u manage to keep contact with now?be truthful!dun lie..haha..honestly..i dun haf much..jus one or two.."hi-bye" friend..guess now..u noe the meaning of cherish them now..before they the friendship is gone..treasure those time whereby u spend wif one another..obivously u need to meet the "right" friens..cos if u dun..u will end up in qurrals/fights or smth..-->i.e. pulling of hair..usually first impression can be quite wrong..cos ppl always haf the first impression of me looking VERY dao..i am not!honestly i am not k?haf some trust in me..haha..i am having sleepless nite nowadays..busy wif project..haven study yet!oh no..feel like fainting now.
i also feel like a fool..
Will you ever notice me...
Thursday, September 15, 2005
10:34 PM
Hmmm..been real busy tis few days..lack of sleep..doing of hw..but i dunoe y..i am still so energetic now!---> effect of coffee..feeling much better than last week le..dun tink much ppl noe abt tt incident..dun ask me too..thx to those who showers me wif concern..really glad and touched..mus believe in miracles..cos miracles do happen!
Will you ever notice me...
Sunday, September 11, 2005
12:28 AM
HAPPY 18th
BIRTHDAYWENDY!!!may all ur wisheSS cum true arh..especially ur prince charming tt wish!!
Will you ever notice me...
Friday, September 09, 2005
11:37 PM
things r no longer the same..time passes..time flies..those things that we once see it as a waste of time..now becum so precious...that u cherish n wish to go back to..but u can't..u can only have regrets..i have lots of regrets now..but wat can i do?dun cry
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3:05 PM
From today..tis moment..tis second..i will learn to cherish..cherish watever things..cherish watever person..those promise that u have given long long ago..fufill it now..no delays..or else u will end up regretting..u never noe wat happened tomorrow..u might lose someone dearest to u..u might lose something that is memorable to u..u might even lose urself..thus..i learning to use ur everyday till the fullest..no regrets..no no no..i dun wan any regrets..feel that u got smthing to say to some1?say it now..no matter how silly or stupid the thing u going to say sounds like..jus say it..or else u might never have the chance to say it...be there for me..
Will you ever notice me...
Monday, September 05, 2005
9:35 PM
I was sooooo pissed off...first time in my life..i feel like scolding !^*^#*^*@! to a person right in her face..she was so darn irritiating lor..ok fine..i shld tell the story:was discussing smth abt j2 prom nite..i told her NOT everyone will dress according to dress code given..as u noe..some ppl might not afford to dress up...she ask me how i noe?i mean common sense rite?use ur brain..
she said: "THAT IS THEIR BUSINESS"so i told her for example..my last year prom..not everyone dress according to dress code..she said: "THAT IS UR SCHOOL"omg..feel like slapping her..i mean u r filthy rich..so wat?spare a thought for others rite?there r ppl who can't even afford their sch fees lor..i really hate her now!but then everytime when she pretend to be nice and ask me smth..i will jus xin ruan..(soft hearted)cos she is still my fren lor..sometime i feel like jus gif her one tight slap and ask her to bug off me..bt then i dun tink i will ever do that..any ideas how shld i DEAL with her?
Will you ever notice me...
Sunday, September 04, 2005
3:37 PM
Yesterday was fun fun fun!!hehe..was a simple small sweet gathering at wendy's house..bt i guess every1 enjoy themselves rite?cos we talk alot abt our past..our latest gossips/news..our crushSS..blah blah..haha..sounds like 3 8 aunties in the market..now i realise why they enjoy gossiping so much..ok..anyway..i guess we should have tis more often..jus gather at some1 hse and on the com with internet access..(u all shld noe wat i mean)pls dun be mistaken..we r not visiting porn site or wat..we r innocent k?bt obivously not till any1 of us got injured again or wat so ever..choy! touch wood!wait till one day..when i finally found some1 i like..then i will tell u all..haha..
Will you ever notice me...
Friday, September 02, 2005
11:26 PM
I really can't stand her..i tried to go her way..i can't take it..i tried to give in to her..i can't tolerate it..i mean she is my fren once..she is still my fren now..bt then jus dunoe y..i feel very uncomfortable wif her..jus dunoe wat went wrong..anyway..life is on roller coaster now..full of excitements..full of disappointments..full of stress..one moment can be very happy..one moment can be very stress..one moment can be very moody..i tink i will need a dumbbie..i can vent all my anger..oops..did i reveal smth?or r u jus slow?haha...GET WELL SOON WENDY!
Will you ever notice me...
