Here's a story of a little girl,
 Living in her own lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too little.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I knew its goona be you,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy doing your own things,

And I want you to know,
 If you ever lose your way,
 I won't let you go anymore.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you still know who i am

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you accept for what i am?


PROFILEY

Pei Ling
Female
2nd March 1988

DESIRESY
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EXITSY

bEckY L0 pUi Ki.

kElvIn H0r y0nG WeN.

mAggIe |im mEi Xi.

LoW QioNg XiA.

wEnDy w0nG wAn Li.

nG JiA XiNg.

vIcknEsH.

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Friday, June 30, 2006
8:47 PM

seeing my frens one by one getting attached..
seeing them finding their loved ones..
i feel happy for them..
the feeling is like so sweet..
among my clinque..
there is already two girls attached!
we were all sitting at the table today..
then one after another..
they left with their bf..
i cant describe the feeling..
not as if i am jealous or wat..
bt i jus feel so happy for them..
when they tell me abt their stories..
those problems they faced..
those sweet things they did for each other..
bt i jus wish them all the best..
hope all of them remain sweet thru out their relationship!

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, June 28, 2006
6:27 PM

after hearing my fren's story..
i feel that i am blessed..
i am much luckier than her..
everyone has their tough time..
but mine come n go..
while hers stay for a much longer time..
a lifetime torture..
i dunoe wat to comfort her..
except that she can call me when she is in need..
i have a happy family..
i have a bunch of bitchy bimbos..
i have him..
wat more should i ask for?

sometimes we blame ppl for unfair treatment..
but i guessed if we look in postive way
it would make us feel better..
dun compare urself with those lucky ones..
compare urself with those more unlucky ones..
cos it will make u feel that u r the fortunate ones..
enjoy ur life while u still can..

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, June 25, 2006
10:57 PM

yeah finally exams are over!
but holiday are over as well..
wat a nice holiday arh..
spend almost my whole holiday studying..
days n nites with stack of notes..
i feel that everything around me is changing..
shops are having new style of clothes..
great singapore sale..
and i found out that they r jus actually selling those old stocks..
at a much cheaper price only!
people are changing..
either for the better or worst..
i mean ya thats the only two option..
bt i seen both sides of ppl..
and i wonder whether am i changing too..
bt when more than one ppl complain abt one's fault..
then i guess that is nt one biasness rite?

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, June 16, 2006
6:55 PM

sometimes i hate the way i do things..
i hate the way i judge things..
after i seen smth or heard smth..
i feel that it is unfair..
and i began to wonder why is that so..
i concluded i am being petty over it..
and i cant help it..
thats why i hate myself for being that..
i dislike tis kind of character..
i hate tis kind of ppl..
and unfortunately i am one of them..
i hate it..

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, June 15, 2006
5:28 PM

when you are concentrating studying..
memorising all those idiotic long chuck of words..
that dun-make-sense-facts in ur brain..
you are happy that you are studying..
at least something is going into ur brain..
you are not slacking somewhere watching tv..
you are pleased with yourself..
you continue to study abit more..
*boom boom pop pop*
all of sudden the machine start working..
you heard ppl yelling below..
you heard trucks driving in and out..
wat the hell..
of all the days they can repair the road..
why cant they repair it on days when i am out?
cant they repair like nxt week?
or maybe on a saturday when i am out in town..
its always like tis..
tis kind of things always happen..
its either when u r sleeping soundly..
dreaming of ur prince charming holding your hand..
then that stupid noise frm below woke u up..
or when u are concentrating to study..
hello!
why things always clash with IMPORTANT mission..
like sleeping or studying..
so yucky..
feel like going down to ask them stop working..
bribe them with some kopi n ask them come tml..
so that i can plan to go macdonald study or smth..
or jus throw some bricks down to send them to hospital..
so that they will stop working for the day..
and maybe the rest of the week..
(mind you they are injured..
so they cant work for the rest of the week)
*boom boom pop pop*
here they are working again..
how can i concentrate..

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, June 09, 2006
6:44 PM

been seriously trying to study tis few days..
bt everytime i failed..
its either the computer is too tempting..
or the bed is jus too comfortable..
nah i will jus try to solve all tis problem..
i miss all my freedom..
those days where i can chat on the phone freely..
i can go online till wee hours..
i can go window shopping..
i can gossip with bitchy bimbos + dexter..
the most heartbreaking news..
i choose to gif a miss for the chalet!
the chalet i waited for two years!
arghx..

anyway i went to rch last sunday..
its was jus unfair!
nw my fav auntie choose the handsome guy over me!
realistic arh? haha..
bt its ok..
being such a kind n forgiving person..
i shall forgive her..
and continue to buy orange juice n jellys for them:)
chatting with them really cheer my day up
they even wished me "study hard" n"gd luck"
so sweet of them..

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, June 01, 2006
8:16 PM

yeah today i offically start mugging for my mid-year exam..
the mood is not there..
all i think of is wat i am going to do after mid year..
or wat i wan to do at that moment..
i feel that i need a whole extra week to finish everything..
b4 i start to tie myself on the chair to study..
bt anyway..
i studied a few pages..
better than nothing..
so i rewarded myself with 3 plates of fried rice..
omg..faint
the fried rice is jus too tempting..
ok out of point..
i suddenly feel like going the home i been visting every week..
i gt a strong feeling tt i been missed..
maybe i tink too much..
haha..
or maybe they r really thinking of me..
cos i still haven buy them their orange juice..
haha..
yes i will make a trip down once i am free..

anyway ytd was a half-half day..
the dental is mad..
the doc told me she going to pluck four of my teeth last year..
tis year she told me she going to pluck two only..
the doc told him he going to pluck four of his teeth..
haha..
after that i went for my class gathering..
ultra boring..
we seemed so left out..
sitting at one end of the table..
missed my singapore idol..
shld nt haf went to class outing..

Will you ever notice me...