Here's a story of a little girl,
 Living in her own lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too little.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I knew its goona be you,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy doing your own things,

And I want you to know,
 If you ever lose your way,
 I won't let you go anymore.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you still know who i am

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you accept for what i am?


PROFILEY

Pei Ling
Female
2nd March 1988

DESIRESY
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EXITSY

bEckY L0 pUi Ki.

kElvIn H0r y0nG WeN.

mAggIe |im mEi Xi.

LoW QioNg XiA.

wEnDy w0nG wAn Li.

nG JiA XiNg.

vIcknEsH.

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Friday, November 30, 2007
8:06 PM

why do you have to repeat again and again
everything was already in the past
i dont wish to think abt it
everytime when i thought that i can face you happily
forgetting what you have done to me
you have to rake the past
remind me of the hurt you inclined on me
you never once failed to say its for my own good
its the reputation
its for your wonderful future
its the cert matters
its the job salary you hold next time
its the school
its the school
its the school
can you just shut up for once
and quit the habit of repeating it again and again
you never know how much it hurts whenever you said it
you never know how i feel and what i want
you never know how unhappy i am
what kind of environment i am in
dragging myself daily to school
yes i did accepted it postively
i attended lecture i attended tutorials
i participated actively in student union
but its the feeling you cant understand
its like you are being forced to do that
no matter how unwilling you are
how much resistance you try to put up
i just cant fight you
i cant even communicate with you
even raising my opinions sharing my views with you
its seem like it only happens in the dream
whereby i can talk freely telling you my aspiration
and you can relate to what i am thinking
giving me full support
in your eyes i am forever a misled child
i am always choosing the wrong path
i am always bringing you disgrace
i cant outshine other kids down the neighbourhood corridor
i cant bring you the glory you want
i cant make my own decisions
i am just so wrong
sometimes i wonder if this is the way
why dont you give birth to some retarded child
who dont have their own thinking
maybe then you can impose all your will on them
without them opposing you every now and then
i really wished to forget all the past
i thought everything was well buried
we are living happily acting as a perfect nuclear family
yet you still insist you are the right one
you are so glad that i choose to follow your way
and allowing you to critise others and fault them
its ridiculous let me tell you
they are much better off than me
cos they can have their own choice
they are allowed to choose their own path
i am a coward here following others
leading an aimless life
continously burying myself in the pit of wound
just shut up and let me continue my life
maybe in the future
i will be able forget those wounds
and embrace those mistakes i made
i doubt so seriously

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, November 15, 2007
11:06 PM

sometimes i wish life could be simpler
i hate studying
esp studying those i am nt interested in
i detest schooling
esp in an environment that u hate to be
i wish life could be enjoying
i desire to have a relaxing life
everyday working
earning income
stress free
going shopping with frens
drinking coffee
eating supper

how i wish life could be tt easy

Will you ever notice me...