Here's a story of a little girl,
 Living in her own lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too little.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I knew its goona be you,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy doing your own things,

And I want you to know,
 If you ever lose your way,
 I won't let you go anymore.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you still know who i am

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you accept for what i am?


PROFILEY

Pei Ling
Female
2nd March 1988

DESIRESY
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EXITSY

bEckY L0 pUi Ki.

kElvIn H0r y0nG WeN.

mAggIe |im mEi Xi.

LoW QioNg XiA.

wEnDy w0nG wAn Li.

nG JiA XiNg.

vIcknEsH.

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Thursday, March 02, 2006
11:16 PM

yes the world is becoming more pratical to me..
once u turn ur back against someone..
that someone would nt even give a darn of u..
u can do so much for someone to brighten up their day..
when on ur that special day..
how many will turn to brighten up ur day?

1. take my 1st 3 months fren for example..
we went thru some many things together..
jus because we have some misunderstanding..
everything is different..

2. take my now sort of best fren..
pratical of her to tell me..
i dun tink there is a need to give me a birthday present..
i dun gif a darn on whether i recieve a present or not..
its jus the thot of it make me fury abt it..
when it is ur birthday last year..
u told me to buy u present..
i did..
i not being calculative here..
its jus so contradictory..
did i get the spelling correct..
who cares..

3. take my so called china mates..
i am glad of the only card they wrote for me..
but when its their birthday i put in extra effort..
plan a gathering..
buy the present n the card..
and put other ppl names down..

4. ppl who asked to be wish on their birthday..
when it is my birthday..
did u gif a darn to msg me back?
no..u did not..
its not the point of u forgetting my birthday..
or purposely choose not to send me a msg..
its the effort of u to remember and to wish me..
yes i am not making any sense here..

i noe there r new frens u may have made..
bt there r old frens that shld nt be forgotten too..
i jus dun get..
why for someone else birthday..
i would go all means to celebrate for them..
when it is mine..
i feel that all ppl r disappearing..
thou there r still some left..
which make me realise they r one who care..
who make the effort to remember..
who try means jus to brighten up my day..
i am thankful..
i am glad..
i am touched..
thx..

birthday have become a routine of asking money..
in my bitchy bimbo clique..
we r used to jus state wat we wan..
then we jus split the money..
its seemed like another draggy session..
which make u more broke..
which u dread most..
but when it is ur birthday..
have u gif a darn abt any ppl would also tink like tis?

darn it..
why have birthday become like tis?
its suppose to be a happy session..
ppl celebrate n share ur joy..
not ppl swearing behind a waste of money..

honestly..
a birthday sms means alot to me..
its make me realise that u still do care for me..
u remember my special day..
i did celebrate my birthday..
with ppl wishings here n there..
but there r also a hell lot of reflections done..
birthday is nt a happy occasion for me..
behind my smile..
its like full of confusion..

happy 18th birthday Peiling =)

Will you ever notice me...