Here's a story of a little girl,
 Living in her own lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too little.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I knew its goona be you,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy doing your own things,

And I want you to know,
 If you ever lose your way,
 I won't let you go anymore.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you still know who i am

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you accept for what i am?


PROFILEY

Pei Ling
Female
2nd March 1988

DESIRESY
SHOPPING!!
MORE MONEY!!

LEAVE ME A TAGY

EXITSY

bEckY L0 pUi Ki.

kElvIn H0r y0nG WeN.

mAggIe |im mEi Xi.

LoW QioNg XiA.

wEnDy w0nG wAn Li.

nG JiA XiNg.

vIcknEsH.

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
8:03 PM

today was cca day..
everyone was tired n reluctant to go to the disabled home..
so we came up with an evil plan..
we going to go home early than the time stated..
which means we r going off at 4 instead of 5..
at first..
we saw some "new" members there..
they were really pitiful..
cos they were only of age less than 15..
they had to be feed thru tubes..
they jus kept crying till no tears flow down..
at first we were quite lost to react..
however we jus move on..
untill i settle down with an auntie..
she could not speak nor move herself..
i tried to play her soft toy with her..
it was really touching to see her smile..
after that she tried to signal to me..
using her eyes to ask me to open smth..
in the end she jus wan a packet of orange juice..
i tink we shld realised we r really lucky..
we could jus grab one soft drink frm the fridge and slurp it down..
while she take so much effort to ask for a thing..
after that she signal to me again tt she wan to eat beehoon..
so i went to the kitchen..
obivously nt i cook..
jus went there to pass the packet and ask the nurses to cook..
after several attempts to feed her with the drink..
i realise she is like drinking very little..
frm the weight of the drink..
after a very long time..
then i realised she could not suck the straw at all..
i was so careless to neglect that point..
can u imagine her feelings?
the feeling of eagarness to drink bt u jus cant suck it up..
after that i tried to squeeze the packet abit..
so that the drink overflow n land in her mouth..
but i also need to consider the fact..
she will choked on the drink..
after that..
one of the auntie there had a karaoke system..
ok definitely not those hip pop songs..
jus some oldies..
i was really touched when the auntie whom i playing with..
used all her might i suppose..
to raise her hand to nudge me to go sing..
cos she wan to hear..
thou i am nt willing..
cos i tink i might break some windows..
bt no choice..
in the end..
i jus sang a few paragraphs..
i saw the smile frm her face..
the feeling is so warm-heartening..
at least i did bring a smile to her face..
in the end we went home at ard 6plus..
but everything is worth it=)

Will you ever notice me...