Here's a story of a little girl,
 Living in her own lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too little.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I knew its goona be you,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy doing your own things,

And I want you to know,
 If you ever lose your way,
 I won't let you go anymore.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you still know who i am

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?
 Will you accept for what i am?


PROFILEY

Pei Ling
Female
2nd March 1988

DESIRESY
SHOPPING!!
MORE MONEY!!

LEAVE ME A TAGY

EXITSY

bEckY L0 pUi Ki.

kElvIn H0r y0nG WeN.

mAggIe |im mEi Xi.

LoW QioNg XiA.

wEnDy w0nG wAn Li.

nG JiA XiNg.

vIcknEsH.

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Splatter Brushes

Saturday, November 25, 2006
9:49 PM

ytd was a bad horrible day..
i was so angry irritated disgusted disappointed sad

first it started off with the heavy downpour in the early afternoon
i rushed all the way to the interchange despite being drenched
jus to make it on time
in the end i waited at orchard mrt for 45min
with me alone standing there n my empty stomach
i had been asked by 2 modelling agency
i had did 3 surveys n collect all the leaflets along the linkway..
well not to make the outing be awkward
or rather a test to my patience
i didn kick a big fuss
even thou there is not a single word of sorry
or to explain why they are late

in the night when i went msn
i saw 2 of my classmates' nick kicking a big fuss over the bbq
they complained abt why only invited ppl can go
instead of the whole class
i hate people who secretly scold bt no guts to admit
so when i went online
they immediately changed their nick
i didn question them waiting to hear their explanation by themselves..
so being a nice person
i went to call one of my frens to tell him nt to order so much food
cos we can probably guess the 2 is nt going
instead i gt a scolding frm him
that he said he expected it blah blah
call him n waste his time
fine..

after that one of the 2 asked who is going bbq
she started questioning me abt the bbq
telling me how hurting to others who r nt invited
i tried to explain even thou i am nt the main organiser
bt when she gt nth to say
she start to personal attack me
criticising abt me of how i treat others
she never get to know that i am the one who stand up for her
when others disagree to invite her to bbq
she never get to know i am the only one
who say that i am her fren when others remain quiet
after that she start to make sacrastic remarks abt the whole situation
which make me really pissed off
i tried nt to scold her straight in her face
cos i believe is jus a misunderstanding
bt she nv get it
i feel really hurt
when i feel that she is using the situation to pin point at me
pushing all the blame to me
scolding me for things i didn do
and lastly she said i didn regard her as fren frm the start
we ended by congrat each other saying we wun c each other anymore

another guy on msn came to ask me when am i going for work
obivously u would ask wat job is he trying to intro
he refused to tell me bt jus hurry me to go work
when i tell him i would probably work from jan onwards
he got pissed off n start scolding me
saying how nice of him to offer the job to me
making him wait n wait
he shld jus ask other ppl to go
bt in the first place i didn say i wan to go!

bt i guess it hurts most when ur close one didn understand u
i guess nt many would noe the feeling of crying in the nite
and having swollen eyes the nxt morning
cos u feel the world is against you
everyone start scolding u as if u r in the wrong
whenever u tink of it again
tears came flowing down
u cant stop it..

Will you ever notice me...